Friday, January 11, 2013

LEAD ME LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




“When hard pressed, I cried to the LORD; he brought me into a spacious place. The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me?” Psalm 118:5-6

Calling all ladies....   :)
How many of you ladies out there have struggled in the same area as I have.
Here is my struggle:
I have a huge heart issue.  I am in a spiritual battle not knowing if my heart is guided by the Holy Spirit or by Holly.  I need answers!  I need guidance!  I need WISDOM OF THE HOLY SPIRIT!
Soooo... Here is what I do.  CALLING ALL GIRLFRIENDS..... Help me.  Tell me what to do.
What do you think?  If it were you, what would you do?  All of these questions and TALK!
After I have exhausted all options that I can think of - then and only then - I have a faithful friend that says:
Holly - have you fasted and prayed?
Oh my.  What a blow to my spirit.  NO.... No.... not at all.  Why haven't I?  Why would I leave the God of the universe.  The God who is the beginning and the end out of my heart issue.
The God that sent his only Son to save me while I was STILL A SINNER!
He loves me so very much that he will supply all my needs.  He cares about every detail of my life.
ESPECIALLY THE DETAILS OF WHO, WHERE AND HOW I WILL SERVE HIM WITH MY PRESENT AND FUTURE LIFE!

Today I choose his way.  Father God, help me to cry out to you first!  Help me to seek your face, your word, your will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Confusion is not of you!  Doubt is not of you!  Fear is not of you!

Loving you with all of my heart and asking for forgiveness of my pride to think I can handle things without YOU!

In Jesus name I pray,
Holly


2 comments:

  1. Confusion is not of you! Doubt is not of you! Fear is not of you!

    Loving you with all of my heart and asking for forgiveness of my pride to think I can handle things without YOU!

    In Jesus name I pray,
    Holly...and Angela..amen amen amen

    I decided to pray in agreement and for me also in this Holly....praise be to God.

    where confusion is, God is not...which means when we are confused our eyes are off the Lord God Almighty and on the problem we are dealing with..and that just makes it grow bigger and bigger and bigger...

    girl, God has been doing some AMAZING things...talk about painful, talk about bawling, talk about painful did I mention..oh how the truth hurts, but oh how the truth sets us free...I continue to speak whole and healthy life style..I'm done. Done like toast of going around the same mountain over and over. I'm done and walking in health and wholeness..and realize NOT everyone will be on that journey with me. some choose to stay in the unhealthiness..and that makes me cry...BUT I refuse to stay back any longer. It is NOT for me to stay and 'help'..there comes a time when each person needs to make their own choice to work their walk...I need to finish the race...need to let go and let God do His work in others...while I let go and let God do His work in me..blessings sweet sis...

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    1. Sounds like a wonderful plan Angela....I'm in :)

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